So it's been almost a year. Apologies if my writing is a bit rusty/nonsensical.
I had every intention to abandon this blog. I can't quite remember why, but isn't that usually the case?
A lot has changed in the last year (I got a new job and moved to a different neighborhood, etc.), but also, a lot has stayed the same (I'm still me, for better or for worse). Even though both of these changes were healthy and necessary, I'm still piecing together this new phase of life and figuring out where I fit in. Hence the cyclical rut. Hence this post. Sigh.
So why didn't I delete the blog? For one, so much of my history is here. Some posts are silly, some posts are dark (or maybe only I can identify the darkest ones, because I lived them), but all of them meant something to me at the time. I thought I'd be fine without out an outlet to express myself, but venting to real people just isn't the same as writing things down.
So, hi. I've missed you.
